Jessica Farquhar
EEL’S NEST
In the close reading of my bathtub
I am a fish wife
yelling the names of fish I have to sell at market
and stinking
I come down from my eel’s nest when I hear
the song of
the bowhead whale I sing
as I clean
I yell as I sell One man’s vulgarity
is another
man’s lyric I experiment with your feelings
and with his
I fantasize my way through chores
my arms
my lungs are sore
VERTIGO MORNINGS
The porcupines are more curious than we are: one climbs a tree to get a better vantage; one marches toward us humans who are perched on our parked motorbike. It stops and turns to show off its prickly backside. I have never been here before. Nor have I worn 2,000 miles worth of helmet or lost a glove in line at a border crossing. I am afraid of looking like I am trying. In Kentucky, it will all be dizzy again. At the end. At the center of the dining table, a tiny vase of chartreuse zinnias. When the helmets and the gloves come off. In the middle of two lives, mine and my other one. My son and my other son, their presence and their absence.